My Children Have Changed Me

Children out of bed early.My children have made me a different person. Not so different that you would not recognize me if you haven’t seen me in years.  I’m still the same height, about the same weight, and my hair is still black. Well, my hair is another story. I also still enjoy the same hobbies:  sports, writing, reading, and music.

Yet, my boys have changed me. Profoundly.  I don’t mean in the love and protection area either. Though there is an article on about a study which showed that there are “brain changes associated with fatherhood.”  Yes, it’s true: I’ve changed in those ways as well.

But this is not about those types of changes.

Let me get to the point. I am now two weeks or so into my summer break. Summer break is one of the greatest perks of being in the education field. Plenty of school personnel would tell you they could not survive without the summer break. It is a time to recoup, refresh, and regroup. It’s a beautiful thing.

One perk I look forward to in the summer is the fact that I can move the setting of my alarm clock back. I no longer have to get up at 5:36 a.m. I no longer have to rush out of the house at 5:50 am. I no longer have to hustle to catch the first bus in the morning. By the way, I hate that part of my schedule.

Anyway, I look forward to sleeping later in the summer. Now, I’m not talking about 11:00 a.m. I’m not a teenager who has few to none responsibilities.  Truth be told, I rarely slept to 11:00 a.m. when I was a teenager. And those times I did, I felt like the day had been wasted.

Back to my children.  There has not been more than three days in the past six months when both of them slept past 7:00. Please note when my children wake up, they are loud. So normally once the first of my children awakens, the rest of us are up shortly thereafter. Well, I’m not here to complain about my children not sleeping. Okay, I am, but not exactly.  Lack of sleep is a topic you can see on every other parent blog.

I’m different these days. I used to grumble, mutter underneath my breath, and even question, why I bothered having children.  When my children would wake me up, I’d put the pillow over my head.  I’d go underneath a blanket. I’d cover my ears and ignore. Yes, I tried every method and often more than one to sleep through the morning noises my children would make. Damn, I wanted that sleep.

And occasionally it would work. But it was rare. I ultimately end up shaking my head, sighing deeply and mumbling under my breath about how my children were trying to kill me. Yup, I was a ray of sunshine.

This summer, I’ve thrown in the towel. What’s the point of even trying to sleep late? Again, I don’t mean teenager late. I can’t even imagine sleeping till 11 A.M. I simply mean 7:00. A.M.

On top of that, I’ve been setting my alarm for 6:10. Now, at least one of my children is up before that time, but I’m going to ignore that here. The point is the children have changed me. I neither sleep late nor even attempt to sleep late.

I try to see the positive of this profound difference. I am not focusing on my not being able to sleep late anymore. It’s that I get to sleep a half hour later than during the school year. That’s a good thing. Plus, when I wake up now it’s light out unlike the Fall and Winter months when it is dark and depressing. Lastly, when I leave the house to go a morning service at the Synagogue, I get to see my children.

I do love those children even though they have changed me.

10 thoughts on “My Children Have Changed Me

  1. My children have finally learned how to sleep in. Now when we have a day off they might actually stay in bed until around 9 or later.

    Kind of surreal because they used to be up at the crack of dawn. Anyhow, I get excited about sleeping in, that is about 8 or so.

    Kind of a nice treat.

  2. Eventually they will adore sleeping, I think that is one of the qualifications of becoming a teenager. But regardless eventually they will not make so much noise in the morning,

    • I believe you are right. However, by that point, my sleeping habits have changed and I don’t know that I’ll be able to appreciate it. I’ll want them to get up earlier. Uggh, the irony.

  3. I used to sleep like a teenager and wake up at 11-12 o’clock. Now I’ll be happy if my little 9 month old doesn’t wake me up before 6am! So you’re right– my kids have changed me into an early bird. Who needs an alarm clock anymore when you have kids?! =P
    By the way, it only used to take you 14 minutes to get up and ready to leave the house?! Amazing!

    • Yes, alarm clocks are no longer needed.
      I still do get out of the house that quick. One of the benefits of having little hair is easy mornings!

  4. My kids and I are sleepers. I love to sleep. When I was a teen I could easily sleep 10 to 12 hours a night. My kids are the same. This week I’m going to start getting up with Mike at 6 am. Well, I’m going to give a really good try.
    I hope you get to sleep until 7 on at least one day this summer. Sort of a big treat for you.

    • How is the new wake up time going?
      My kids will become sleepers – I think – but by then it will be too late for me. Sigh.
      One day till 7 really would be nice.

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